Here is what I originally wrote, months ago:
The same way it was darned well about time I learned to read translations and was exposed to Hemingway and Steinbeck and Dickens,
I decided I needed to mature myself with Sanskrit for yoga.
If you do not know what I am talking about, here are some examples:
Downward Facing Dog - Adho Mukha Svanasana
Extended Side Angle Pose - Utthita Parsvakonasana
Pyramid Pose - Parsvottonasana
Raised Hands Pose - Urdhva Hastasana
Standing Forward Bend - Uttanasana
Standing Straddle Forward Bend - Prasarita
If you are a long time yoga person, you probably know more Sanskrit yoga pose names than I do/should, after all these years. I am embarrassing light/lacking in this area. There are a few names I sort of recognize. There are none that I can came up with and say, on my own. None.
To be very honest, it just sounds like gibberish to me. I suspect I am not a (foreign) language person.
When I am in a yoga class, I rarely look at the instructor. I listen to what the instructor says and I apply it to my own body.
When I am in a class with an instructor who uses mostly Sanskrit, I have to look, because I do not know the words. And that
looking sort of moves me out of my own body, off of my own mat. And it (having to look) makes me realize this is an area ready for growth.
I am also an experienced enough yoga person that I really should be thinking in sanskrit as I work through poses in any situation.
Helen very kindly sent me Iyengar's Light on Yoga. I use it often. Great resource of names/poses. But the book does not talk to me. And as you know, in my world, books talk to me. I realized I needed to hear the Sanskrit words to have them really sink into my brain.
That is the first half of this post, written months ago.
Part Two (written last week):
At this same time, I was tired of being in regular yoga classes where the instructors let people look like wadded up tissues in their poses. I do not think that each person needs to be perfect. I know my eyes should be on my own mat. But in classes, one can't help but at least noticing the person who is right in front or beside you, and I was not happy with the instructors who did not help these people. It is (pretty much) ridiculous for a person to have been in yoga classes for YEARS and still not have been helped. And not know they have not been helped. When I see that, this is where my mind goes -
what am I doing that is not being corrected/helped either?
So, in the process of wanting more specific help in poses (not necessarily to do harder poses, but to have better positioning in all poses) and thinking that I needed to learn sanskrit,
I considered signing up for a 200 level yoga certification class. I was not considering teaching, I was considering the knowledge I would gain. (These classes last many, many months and cost $2000-$3000 for the series.)
If you have been around for a VERY long time, you might remember I signed up for a Master Gardner's Class through the county extension office. And that did not work for me. It turned out that the class did not teach what I wanted to learn. I dropped out (which is very unlike me). And dropping out was the right decision. I signed up with a friend, and she dropped out too (before I did) for the same reason. I remember people in blog land saying they had friends who had done the same thing (when it was not at all what they wanted/thought).
So, as I was thinking about the 200 hour yoga certification class, my Master Gardener Class experience was very much on my mind.
One thing I thought to do was get a leg up on sanskrit. Because part of the 200 hour class requires learning sanskrit. So, I thought - since I know I am not good at it (does not come easily or quickly), I would be smart to get a head start.
I asked around and found
The Language of Yoga book which comes with 2 CD's.
I was sorely disappointed.
The sanskrit I wanted to learn WAS in there/on the CD's. But so was a whole lot of stuff I did not want to know. A whole lot. And there is no easy way of getting to the parts of the CD with the words I want to learn. And I realized the class was going to be the same way - I was going to have to learn a whole lot of sanskrit. I was going to have a deadline and a format and I was going to be tested in some way.
And then I realized that the people I was seeing, coming out of 200 level classes, were not so different than anyone else. There were some wadded up tissues in there. And I also realized that there are a lot of different styles of the 500 level instructors who teach the 200 level wanna be's.
By this point, I was pretty sure it was going to be a Master Gardener Class repeat.
I realized two things:
I am an Iyengar girl at heart. I would have to find a program that had that (type of) approach to positioning to really feel like it was a good fit. And it would not need to be a 200 hour certification. It could just be a really good class. (Like my beloved Yoga Lisa who moved to the east coast many years ago).
I might love a 200 hour class, but I would really have to shop around to find the right program (and I am not in a large enough town to do that, would need to be in Chicago or New York or the like for that to work).
I can buy a LOT of private instructor or take a whole lot of workshops for way less than $2000-$3000.
AND
I want to be able to learn things (like sanskrit) at my own pace, not under pressure. And I only want to learn what applies to my own practice, not animals and other sanskrit words. I can do that on my own. It would be better for me to do that on my own.
So, at the end of the day, a $22 book, with CD's included, saved me a lot of time and trouble and expense. I know that was probably not the author's intention, but in the end, that is exactly what happened.